I got an email from Rune scape claiming that I was trying to sell my account and that its against their rules, and if its me that I should click on a link and confirm my account. Well, clicking on an email link can lead to account theft and password thefts so I went directly to Rune scape. Long story short, I applied for a new password and was approved. So I went back in game and discovered I felt like a stranger. Its very frustrating. It was a world that I lived. I didn't leave my apartment very much so I could play this game with RS friends I had met in the game and joined a clan and became part of a family. I lost my main account character and couldn't handle it so I left. I missed it and craved the game. I had looked for other games to be similar to RS but there aren't any. I eventually overcame the addiction, but it was always in my thoughts...and so was the remembrance or feeling like I was betrayed by RS. I am not a cheater, never have been. I can't be one. I can't hurt people and that's what cheating is.
I was away from RS for 3-yrs. I've had lots of therapy to overcome my emotions and my over-reactions to things beyond my control. RS being one of them. But, now I'm back in the game, and having my doubts wondering if I can handle this again. The clan is willing to take me back, and I'm grateful. They are like family: supportive, good listeners, love to stand up and cheer when wonderful things happen, whether in game or not.
One day at a time.
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